I am so utterly done with feeling unstable. This is getting in the way of me functioning academically and socially and, while it's not putting a strain on my relationships with others, it's making me feel guilty for forcing my issues on them by simply being around.

Oh my dear god, I'm going to 'splode.

The last time I got a good night's sleep was a weekend because then, regardless of how many times I woke up during the night, I could make up for it by just sleeping longer.

Now, I approach going to sleep with skepticism, because I know that, even if I fall asleep quickly, I'm going to be awake by six or seven.

This morning it was four AM.